I NEED to buckle back down. I lost 18 lbs… and now have gained 3-4 back.
UGH. So I’m 153.
GWs:
January 27- 149
Feb 11th- 142.
I lost 20 lbs in 2011
Here comes 20 more in 2012! Cheers ya’ll.
daretolose18 asked: I'm soooo sorry you have food poisoning! I had it a month or two ago. Literally the worst thing I've ever gone through. I couldn't even keep water down, and if that's how bad yours is then I have advice. Coke really helped me, kept my stomach feeling ok and I actually was able to keep it down. Maybe see if someone can get you some? I hope you feel better soon :) <3
awwww thank you hon! I am finally past the worst of it. UGH. it really is so miserable! Hope your day is going well!
I have food poisoning.
Can’t stop throwing up.
Feel HORRIBLE.
All I want to do…
is eat an entire jar of nutella. With saltines.
Maybe it’s a good thing I have roommates, otherwise I’d probably be walking to the store right now.
Ughhhhhhhhhhhh Sunday night blues.
Just had a first kiss in the moonlight. ; )
mynewreality asked: Congrats on your weight-loss!!! So proud of you!
Aww thank you thank you!! I feel so amazing haha. It is so kind of you to send congrats!
Eeeeek!!!!
You guys… I weigh 153.8!!!! This is my lowest weight in 4 years and means that I have lost exactly 15 lbs in 2011!!
I feel AMAZING. And I can’t WAIT to hit the 140’s.
Ha, also, a particular boy may have guessed my weight to be between 125 and 135 (he’s horridly honest about his thoughts, so it’s not like he was trying to spare my feelings). Who’s feeling toned and good? THIS GIRL!
Oh fluttery feelings…
Have been spending SO much time with a guy friend. Just got back from a long two hour walk- after everyone else had left our group at the bars and go home, I decided to walk home (he drove) and asked if he wanted to walk home with me and then I’d walk him back to his car (no, this doesn’t make sense… and yes, he said yes!). We just walked and chatted the whole time. We are so in agreement about everything. I just notice that we tend to do a lot more casual touches and… and… I just want him to like me haha. We’ve gone on road trips together, we text, gchat, fb post… I just don’t know if this means he likes me, as he is really just a genuinely nice person. Haha, I feel like I’m 14 again… although it’s sort of a not good feeling…
… especially because we’re both applying to grad schools. In VERY different places. Why does my mind skip ahead to months from now and already being sad at not having this person in my life? I just hate that anyone ever has to be out of our lives. Blah.
In (better? different?) news… 155.6! 1 more pound and this will be the lowest I’ve been since sophomore year of college…
Woo!
Down to 156… IE I have lost 12 lbs total. I can be proud if I want to be.
UGH
Ever try to organize something for two different groups of friends and your crush?
Disaster.
I’m not even sure that anyone (or I) wants to go.
But then I’m worried that if I don’t organize it, someone will be sad it didn’t happen.
And THIS is why I take no initiative
I am sad.
I desperately want this to be me.
(via sweetthinspiration)
You know when you upload a ton of pics to FB and you just can’t stop looking at yourself? Like, who IS that? She looks nothing like the person I feel like. Not that I don’t like what she looks like, but she has nothing to do with me. It’s like a complete dissociation in every way.
Now, what does that mean???
Agghhhh going away for the weekend with friends I “sort of” know.
Sometimes I just want to be a hermit because I get so damned scared of social situations. No one believes this of me.
