Oh fluttery feelings…
Have been spending SO much time with a guy friend. Just got back from a long two hour walk- after everyone else had left our group at the bars and go home, I decided to walk home (he drove) and asked if he wanted to walk home with me and then I’d walk him back to his car (no, this doesn’t make sense… and yes, he said yes!). We just walked and chatted the whole time. We are so in agreement about everything. I just notice that we tend to do a lot more casual touches and… and… I just want him to like me haha. We’ve gone on road trips together, we text, gchat, fb post… I just don’t know if this means he likes me, as he is really just a genuinely nice person. Haha, I feel like I’m 14 again… although it’s sort of a not good feeling…
… especially because we’re both applying to grad schools. In VERY different places. Why does my mind skip ahead to months from now and already being sad at not having this person in my life? I just hate that anyone ever has to be out of our lives. Blah.
In (better? different?) news… 155.6! 1 more pound and this will be the lowest I’ve been since sophomore year of college…
